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I go by the name FYDA ♥ Nineteen and Blissfully in love. Red Roses. Chocolates. Music. Laughoutloud. Roll the credits.
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Sunday, September 7, 2008
alright.seriously.. i admit i've been moody for the past few days and i wonder why. its not because of period, oh please. my periods are over, for now that is. Hehs. okay, back to serious business. i gotta ask something to all girls who happens to be reading this post of mine. something which i think only girls would understand how i felt. how would you feel if your boyf's friends(girls), said something like this to your boyf.. "eh kau and Yana nie eh.. dari dat tyme tau.. ade2 je.." and how would you feel if you caught a girl staring at your boyf and keep laughing at his jokes even if its a small lame joke? also, how would you feel if you're left behind walking alone and when you tried to find where's your boyf, you saw a girl walking beside him and was so happily smiling at him? and the girl keep asking to have your boyf's photo alone? not for once, but alot of times? and its like all the same girl? gees. well, i cried for the whole journey home in the bus. because it hurt so bad. damn. like seriously. i controlled my cool the whole day. but at the end of the day when in the bus, you think about all of it, you feel as if a sharp knife has somehow find a way through inside your heart and it hurts real bad. boyf, i trust you. its just that, i believe only girls know how i felt at that period of time. i'm not being paranoid. i'm not being too jealous. it's just that natural kind of feeling in which girls will feel when this kind of thing happened. i argued but yes, we managed to put it to an end. we're alright now. i forgave boyf and he forgave me. but girls, am i too jealous? or is it just the right way how a girl should feel? think about it as how you would feel if you were me. & boyf, i love you so much. and we promised each other to make this work and i hope we hold on to that, sayang. i cried because i love you. i cried because i care for you. i cried because i dont want to lose you. i cried because we promised each other to make this r'ship work. and i cried because you're my only one, baby. iloveyou. |
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