I have been pretty down for the past few days. I don't know why. A sudden feeling of stress sets in. I've been trying my best to please everyone around me, but sometimes, I just don't feel appreciated. You know, sometimes I feel that life can be very stressing that I wonder if I should just give up on everything that I'm pursuing. I don't see a point in me working hard everyday in school, trying to get good grades. I don't see a point in me being good to people who practically don't deserve such treatment from me.

I don't know. I just feel like ranting bullshits over here. I hate it when I can't go out to have fun. I mean, like really. I studied hard in school. I proved to them that I got A's in every module. But, do they even appreciate that from me? All they think of is whether am I able to get bursary for such good results? Now, tell me. Who don't feel pressured and stressed?