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Thursday, May 21, 2009
i don't know what went wrong.whether it's my fault or it's just the way things are meant to be. it seems that somehow, there's no more happy days for me in school. looking forward to school holidays more than anything else. nothing motivates me to school except for Bby. friends whom used to be close to me like Jolene, Nelson, Brice, Mira, JC, Mike, Amin are somewhat away from me. that sucks. & only Soniyah go to school with me on certain days and Nad going lunch with me on certain days. going home is just by myself. i just wonder what actually went wrong. am i that unapproachable? you tell me. nevermind. that aside, i just need my happy pills. like Rini, Susu, Nurul, Syikin, Ruzaini, Khai, Ann, Mar. i need you people to cheer me up. i'm writing all these not because i don't have friends in my current class. it's just that sometimes, i don't think i'm part of them. all of them are really fun to mix with, but sometimes i feel left out. i don't know why. maybe because i'm used to be loud in E35L and W34L that when comes to E44B, it feels different and that explains why i can't be like how i used to be? i simply don't know. & plus, i feel stupid in class. don't ask me why. that aside again, on a happier note, babylove has been really kind to me. and he's the reason why i'm in school. he's always the one who talks to me on phone during my lonely break-outs, going school and back home. only him. to readers reading this, i'm not trying to ask for any sympathy from you people. i just need to let this out because i have to. to end this, if this is how things are meant to be for me, then just be it. i'll survive through this. goodnight. |
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